Monday, May 24, 2010

Letters,"From A Dying Friend" 4


Sept 6.04 9:35 A.M.

Random-ness
1. She sang with her very soul, the young woman on the radio last night; declaring that her hearts love will live on forever.
2. Oh Lord, this is one awesome"Mountain" before me, and it does scare me ...Big Time! Every step is uncertain. Every breath is the same. At times, I feel as though I'm reflected(as it were) onto a myriad of misty veils-watching as these veils move and change position. All of which is beyond my control. Which one of me is real?
It's the music that holds me together. The music of my sister is the strongest by far. The vibration is deep and far-reaching. It is a path finder that keeps me from being lost...lost in the maize of varied levels of pain and frustration.
To enter her presence is to feel that music surge through me, put me back together,hold me no less. To hear her voice on the phone does the same, though to a lesser degree.
So, it is she who forces me to keep moving forward.It is her strength that insist I fight to keep climbing-even when I am just too exhausted to do so .
What do I hold with in my soul for my sister? Only soul can relate the true significance of my love and profound esteem. Only her soul knows what I cannot verbalize on human terms,because our connection is beyond what is deemed as human.Like the galaxies yet unknown to us, so is that which binds she and me together.It has been so for countless ages. It will remain thus.
Amen...Jean

2 comments:

AkasaWolfSong said...

It is even hard to speak with the beautiful pain of this...this woman's words are all elegant weave...and she truly sings my song. It is if I have known her forever, and I'm sure I have, but I have no words for it. She is part of my DNA.

Here...her words here say it all Dancing...and I know you know what I mean...
"Like the galaxies yet unknown to us, so is that which binds she and me together.It has been so for countless ages. It will remain thus." It is the very same with you and I who've never gazed into the others eyes but on a visceral level we have walked together for millenia...

Pilamaya for sharing my Sister of Heart! I love you so!

DancingFire said...

Yes Akasa..It is the same. One day we will be face to face. I know this to be a reality.Forever sister we will walk with one another and when space is all there is left...we will be there too...I love you